Scott Alan

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Today is the day I am procrastinating as much as possible. I'm packing up my room and moving it to my new place.

 

Last weekend, I went to the Portland Zoo for the first time! It was awesome. I am trying to get the pictures from my camera, but the driver isn't working or some b.s. so I have to wait til later. Anyways, I need to go pack now...

So, I'm writing this post from my brand new phone. Thank you tax return! Anyways, I got the G1, if you don't know what that is, think IPhone meets a sidekick, without the shittyness of either, haha! So excited right now!

So last night marked day 11. Thats the number of days, in a row, that I've gone out to bars. Insane! my liver hurts. haha, jk. but seriously, it's probably crying a little. Alright, enough of sounding like an alcoholic. This last week and a half has been some of the best times I've had in awhile. But some bad news came, of course. I found out Something Big with my dad, my aunts house burned down, and last night, we had to put our little dog down. And I wonder why I can't stop smoking cigarettes... Anxiety attack much? I found out about those three bad things within the last 3 days too!

Moving onward! I've met So many cool people during the 11 days, and I'm happy to have made one really good new friend! My little circle of friends is growing! yay. haha. i'm such a dork.

 

My mom sent me this video about my aunts house.

ok. ok, so it's been a long time since I've done anything here on buzznet. Time to make up for it. My mom is visiting my sister and I this week, and luckily she brought along her hard drive from her computer. I was happy to find this out because when I moved, I never got a chance to get all my files off her computer! YAY! I have them now. so, I'm going to start uploading some old... old pictures. Ok, not that old, but within the last couple years. I've decided that my first picture, one that i dread, literally, is from when I had dread extensions. have fun there.

so.... i really am sick of things that seem to always happen in my life. getting toyed with, then once i take the bait, poof, i'm thrown out. i don't really have anyone at the time to talk about this with.... so i'm just venting, poorly... i don't want to talk about what happened exactly. just typing. FUCK!!!!!!

So about 5 minutes ago I longed onto Uber for one last time thinking how much it sucks to lose a site that that. I'll miss the fact that you can make your page look exactly how you'd like... I mean buzznet and myspaz are cool and customizable, but not as much.... anyways. I was sipping my scaulding hot coffee checking messages, which I had plenty surprisingly, wishing it wasn't going away since that's my blogging site of choice, But a new day has dawned and my bloggage will start happening here I've decided. If you already visit my page, then you probably noticed I post all my Vlogs here, along with on my youtube. anyways.. that's enough of all that.

So I only have to wait 39 days until the coolest boy comes to visit me. I'm all sorts of excited and annoying the shit out of everyone I hang out with or work with because he's pretty much the only thing I talk about. haha! But yeah, I guess you could say my life has pretty much done a 180 since about a month or two ago, I'm getting a raise and promotion today, and I'm talking to the sweetest boy, and I'm starting to get all the major tattoos I've wanted for a loong time now. of course they are all half done at the moment, but that's because I'm chicken shit and don't want to go through the pain again at the moment.... anywho, that's enough for now I'd say... I'll try to get used to blogging here...

So I'm sitting on the curb right now waiting for my niece to get out of school so I can walk and pick her up. I locked my keys in my car and have about an hour to spare and already went through myspaz and now I'm desperate and looking for something wlse to do... Write me messages and such over on myspace people.

So I'm annoyed and excited at the same time. Chris, the boy I've been talking to for a couple weeks now is still in New York for quite awhile. I seriously can't wait for him to come back so I can actually see and touch him in person... that sounds bad. oh well. He is so cool. Hurry up Chris, geez. Not to mention, this boy bought me an awesome jacket/hoodie, I haven't actually seen it, but he described it to me and it sounds like the jacket I've been searching for. I'm so happy. As for other news. I'm a freakin' pig. I walked my ass to Albertsons today with my $4 in change and bought 8 cinnamon rolls, 4 cream cheese frosting ones, and 4 maple frosting rolls. I've already eaten 5! I would happily eat the last 3 if I wasn't saving them for tomorrow. sooo good. I love cinnamon rolls. Tomorrow I'm turning in a bunch of applications to places, same ol same ol. I've been doing this for about 3 months now. I'm talking to a manager for sure tomorrow though. Hopefully I can convince her to hire me! I really hope so. Even though it's a Jamba Juice wanna be place. I NEED Money! I'm so broke, and I'm gonna be homeless if I can't get a job by the 1st. Cross your fingers for me! I wouldn't mind working there anyways, FREE drinks. I loved that perk when I worked at Starbucks. Plus it's across the street from my house. Yay, no use of my car = no use of gas! = no chance of getting arrested if no driving happens. So Saturday, my sister is coming back home from Sacramento. And with my sister is coming my 7 year old niece. She has been at my moms for about a month and a half. It's been nice to not have a child around, don't get me wrong, I love the brat, but it's just been nice not having to be soo... G-Rated. haha. Also... something a little upsetting. My two best friends don't talk to eachother anymore. Gonna make it hard to invite the two of them to functions now. Not sure what's going to happen between the two of them. I'm hoping with some time things will cool between the two and we can all be a happy gay fam-damnly again. maybe I'll do a video tomorrow, see how I feel.

What's in your bag?

So I thought up my next tattoo. Well, next 2. Since in the future I plan on getting my mom and sisters birthstones on the backs of my hands, on the arm that my moms birthstone is going to be on, I'm getting two picture from the book "The Giving Tree". On the top of my wrist, I'm getting the old man sitting on the tree stump, and on the inside of my forearm, the picture of the boy climbing the tree. I can't wait. Everytime I see this book, my first thought are for my mom, she would basically do Anything for my sister and I and so these tattoos would represent her perfectly.

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So just got home from the tattoo shop so my sister could get a dove on her ankle. And guess what!?!?!?! I'm getting my tattoos tomorrow!!!! yay!

So I was gonna vlog, but like Tally yesterday, my mom put me in a horrible mood and now I'm not looking too good. Everytime I talk to her she always tells me how I'm feeling, I'm so fed up with it. I sorta yelled at her telling her that just because she says I'm depressed, or sad, or mad, or that something is wrong, Doesn't mean it's true. She lives 600 Miles away! how could she know whats going on, or how I feel. In fact, despite the fact that I'm flat broke, actually... in debt, I haven't had a full meal in who knows how long, and I'm feeling like I need a man more and more everyday, I'm pretty damn happy. except right now. grrrr. mom, Love ya, But butt out!

So my sister and I have a new room mate. His names Todd. He's pretty cool. We all like to hang out and check out pictures of his life... here, take a look.

Here's one of him kickin the ball around with snoop.

And from his scuba trip.

From when he was a pimp in the big city.

Skydiving over the Grand Canyon.

And some of his friends.

Here's Bunny with Sir Hefner

And his cousin Timothy with buddy Kid Rock.

I know, Your probably jealous that I get to live with this guy and your not. But you can always add him on Myspace.

that's all....

If you're interested in reading what I have to say, Check out my Blog at Uber!I write in it almost daily, if not twice a day.

so i have an interview today to become an art distributor, basically an art salesman! how awesome, i love art, and i can sell the crap out of anything. ::cross your fingers:: i really hope this all goes well.

So I just quit my job a couple days ago and have no urge to go back into the corporate world, I'm lost. I have no idea where to start looking for jobs, I've done the coffee shop thing, that's over with; and I've been in a call center, never again. I even used to be a hair stylist in California, I'm tired of it. What's next for me. I wish I could live off of my art.. you know, become one of the millions of starving artist just trying to get by. Any suggestions?

it's so strange to think that i'll be living in another state in less than 2 days! I'm sorta nervous about it, and i'm still not even close to being done with my packing, i kept putting it off and now i'm rushing to get it done. I needed a break from the disaster that is my room.

So not a whole lot happened today, but my best friend/husband/soon to be room mate call ed and told me that we got the house we applied for!!! SO EXCITED!