Scott Alan

WOOO! this is me sitting at home with not much to do. i can't wait to move to portland! My best friend and i are gonna get ourselves a place and rock the shit outta P-town. talk about photoshoots, music, and parties!! well, maybe not too many parties, but none the less, A freakin' good time, all the time. that's gonna be one of my main motto's i'm adopting as of this moment. anyways, talk about a random journal. Tell me what's going on in your lives! I know you can do it.

 

<my soon to be room mate!! can't wait!>

 

do it.

so today was interesting, i found an old shirt that i used to love, and now realized, it's way too big.... another thing on the alteration pile. and then my allergies seemed to explode today. i left work early and went home and watched oprah. they showed this thing called a NETI POT. basicall a little genie lamp/ teapot. and you use it to flush out your sinus's. so i found a teapot in my house and made up the mixture of salt and warm water to try it... the water would not flow from one nostril to the other like it's supposed to, so i'm not quite sure if the pot just doesn't work for it, or if my nose has some serious issues? did anyone see this today, or have you tried a neti pot?

So. It's really getting a lot easier to not smoke. i mean, of course i'm always thinking about it, but it's not bad. today my sister and i moved a new couch into my moms apartment, let me tell you, Or-deal. massive pain in the butt. we had to balance the couch over the second story balcony to turn it to fit it through the front door, we almost lost it. then my sister used herself to stop the couch from smashing some things in the house.... but it was totally worth it to lay on it the rest of the day and watch Heroes.

Which reminds me, What did you all think. I was slightly disappointed, i expected more from this episode(.07%), but the next looks like it'll make up for it. opinions, thoughts, whatever?

So today is 4:20... tell me about it. i've seen so much stuff that is pot related in the past 4 days, i'm not sure if maybe i'm noticing it now that i want it, or because its decided to taunt me now that i've stopped. today i had mass amounts of my old pot buddies call me up inviting me to parties or to just hang out, so i've locked myself in my house. Help! hopefully this gets easier.

so today is officailly my first day without smoking.... i won't say what i was smoking, but i'm sure you can guess now. not bad so far, i give it 4 more days until it's hard.

So last night was really depressing... we got a phone call from my sister and my mom answered it. all we could hear was this loud screaming coming from the other end, we thought she was laughing. When we finally realized that she was histerically crying, we of course wondered what was wrong and had to calm her down. She told us one of her dogs was dead. Been killed. So we rushed out to her house to find him in the back yard. he had some bald patches where the fur was completely gone, and a tiny puncture on his throat. and all 4 armpits where bleeding. Her roomate said that she looked over the back fence and saw a bloody golden retriever and two teenagers on bikes riding down the street, and when she yelled to ask if it was their dog, they waited till they were safely away from us to yell back "Yes." but they kept on going, we don't know where the dog went or the kids either, but we are all pretty devestated now. I feel really bad for my sisters other dog because it was his brother, now he's really down and not hyper in anyway, exact opposite of his usual demeanor.

I was wondering if you have ever heard of the bleeding from all armpits and what causes it?

So my best friend, the one that got engaged in disneyland, came up from san fransisco to visit friends and family and she asked me if i'd be a brides maid! i'm excited, not that i'm wearing a dress or anything, i guess she wants me to wear a tux that matches whatever the brides maids dress is. i said i didn't care what i was wearing as long as i was there, i told her i secretely hoped she'd make me wear one of the tuxes from dumb and dumber, either baby blue or orange, cane and top hat to boot!

i got in an accident today. rear-ended someone... right after a turn through an intersection, so at least we were going around 10mph so we just scraped bumpers... but still annoying.

so last night as i was going to bed, i did my usual routine, you know, brush my teeth, wash my face.... and i noticed the back of my earring came off, which is clear. and it's the size of a bb. then i noticed the blue jewel in my nosering was missing... i guess i have to go shopping to get a new one, oh darn, right. anyways, i gotta head off to work now.

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i don't uderstand why i'm shakig so much, it's not even like a shiver, it's more than that, extremely noticable, which sorta sucks because i have to run a few errands today and i'm gonna look like a seizuring idiot. if i sit completely still they go away, then the second i move even an inch, it starts up again.

So my best friend called me the other day from disneyland which totally surprised me, then she took it even further and said that she was officially engaged now. I'm so happy for her! and him! they are a perfect couple.

I'm also excited because my birthday and trip to disneyland are coming up soon. That's right, I'll be in disneyland on my birthday (may 11th) getting drunk at the ESPN zone. Then I'll get to play on all the awesome games I've been told they have, then go on all the rides... we'll see how good I feel after that.

So things are starting to come up very quickly. what with moving back to Portland in the next couple months. i'm a bit nervous hoping everything works out, because i'd be very sad if i moved away from my family for no reason. Eek! But i get to move in with my best friend ever, she's my person... referring to greys anatomy.... it should be amazing, plus i turn 21 weeks before i move, so i'll finally get to party with my friends on the town. Woot!